New YeAR

Happy New Year y'All!!!

Today Is A pubLic HolidaY... Yayyy!!! yeah everyone is happy... Who doesnt'?  Isn't it great living in Malaysia?? a lot of public holiday huh... but there are people who need to go to work.  It seems some companies run their businesses as usual.  Happy working guys :D
Me?? I'm Not that haPPy because I'm spending neW year, another day of pubLic holiday in Kuantan...sob..sob..sob :((
Morning
-cycle to coffee shop
-read O mag
out of sudden Natrah came into my mind.  Despite of all horrible things happened to her, she continue her life and rest in peace last year at age 72.  I really want to know what happened to her after she was taken back to Holland so I start surfing.  Is articles in internet are true? The reader gotta judge on that.
What surprised me was, Natrah's grandmother was a Muslim.  Natrah's mother was a Catholic since she married to a Catholic.  Ibu Aminah was fluent in Japanese since she and her 1st husband live in Japan for a few years.  Not long after their returned to Indonesia, her husband passed away.  Ibu Aminah also had a Japanese foster kid and bring her along to Indonesia.  Where is she now??
hmmmm and its getting interesting... Aminah teach Japanese in Indonesia.  She get married again with a businessman so she travel with her husband quite a lot.  Aminah didn't have any children of her own from both marriage.  Aminah and Natrah's grandmother know each other well.  Very well.  When Natrah's father was taken by the Japanese soldier, Natrah's mother (Adeline) gave up Natrah and Natrah's brother to Aminah.
According to Aminah :  Adeline gave up 2 of her kids (Natrah and Natrah's brother) because she was worry about their safety.  Aminah give back Natrah's brother to Adeline because she can't manage to take care both of them.  Aminah took care of Natrah as her own daughter gave all the love she had to Natrah.
According to Adeline : She asked Aminah to take care her kids just for a while but Aminah took her daughter away from her
According to Natrah's grandmother: ????? I can't find any.. I'm pretty sure that her grandmother knew about this.  Is there no witness at all? I doubt it.


I watched the video and pictures taken by the press.  She didn't want to let off Ibu Aminah and vice versa.  She was forced to go back to Holland.  Her heart was breaking.  I believe its more than that.  I couldn't have imagine.  Her marriage was denied because she was 13 at that time.  There's happiness in picts when she dressed in baju kurung.  There was smile in the picts of her taken with Aminah and her husband.  There was joy in the picture of her living as a malay muslim though she is a Dutch.
What was her parents thinking?  I believe what a mother wants is to see her child happy.  I believe a mother will sacrifice for her child's happiness.
Natrah was mentally tortured..........
Going back to Holland worsen her life.  She was suffering since at young age.  She can only speak to her mom at the beginning because she only speak Malay.  She demand rice everyday because she not get use to western food.  Her life was like in a cage.  Priest came to her house and teach her everyday.  She was forced to learn Dutch and Christian did she convert? they said so.  Her picture knee before virgin Mary was seen in news was she forced to do that?  She never leave her house without any escorts.  She can't go anywhere she want to.  What kind of life is that?? I'm sooooooooooo glad i have my freedom.  Thank you.. thank you .. thank you.
She married several times and have kids.  Its also reported that she attempt to kill her husband.  From one sad thing to another. I feel blessed, though i always feel that my life sucks.  Its been told that she still longed for Aminah and tried to meet her up after years live in Holland but they never make it untill Aminah died.
Natrah suffer for leukemia and passed away last year but her soul was already suffering for a long time.  Did she buried as a Muslim or Christian?  She donated all her organs to the hospital.  May she rest in peace.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZI8fxB7LRbc